The questions we ask that go unanswered

Sometimes we don't Know where our life is headed or why things have happen to us or why we have met certain types of people.

Sometimes I wonder if I would have chosen a different path would my life still have the same out come would I still have met certain people would I still have done this or that and to be honest I don't know nor can I call it sometimes I'm so full on life and sometimes I'm just down I always ask my self everyday what do I want to be where do I want to be in life and if I'm happy with the choices I have made and my answers are always 50/50 some are yes and some are no well to be honest more so no. Sometimes I wish I could go back and change everything about my life but would I be the same person I am today or would I be some one else I have so many un answered questions no one can answer them but god I try to live an honest, humble life and do right bye my family and others but yet I find myself stuck and lost and always thinking what if this and what if that. 

Lately I've been looking at my life and saying to myself who am I really I've had to hide who I am for so long ive lost myself ive allowed people to discourage me from achieving what I set out to do and also giving myself to people who weren't worthy of my time. I can't always put the blame on someone or feeling sorry for myself sometimes  we have been put threw things to test our strength and faith and be proud to say this is me and this my life story. But yet I go back this maybe my story and who I am but yet i still don't understand why I have so many un answered question know matter how much soul seeking and asking god why me my answer seems never to be answered.

We all have questions that we want to be answered but some of us get the answer to our questions and some of us dot we all just have accept what accrues in our life and be happy with every choice and decisions we have made and continue to make in our life we may not know what god has in store for us and the blessing that awaits  us at the end of the road.