Can't walk away

Loving the wrong person is hard because you know you want to be with them but you know that it will never work out between the two of you know matter how hard you fight and try to make things work with that person.

I have given space to the man I truly can not stop thinking about I love him more than words can say but I know deep down in my heart he isn't the one for me but No matter how many times I walk away and say I'm done and let time pass us bye he is always on my mind.

When I go threw our text MSG I just glow with the sweet things he says but then I think to myself stop because he isn't the one but my heart says he is when my mind says he's not.

What is a girl to do when she's in love and can't walk away seems like this has been the story of my life for the last four years we have been doing this dance of ours he says he done with me but comes back and when I say I'm done with him I come back what do we do when we both care but don't know how to walk away .!

My healthy meal

For all of you who don't know I have taken my health a lot more seriously and I am only eating & cooking yummy healthy foods.

I wanted to share one of dinner meals with you guys that I am absolutely in love with this dish that I made a very yummy chicken burrito The ingredients that I used:
ground chicken with a freshly squeezed Lemon to give the chicken flavor I used absolutely No seasoning whatsoever i threw in bell peppers red,yellow, orange and green along with dutch yellow potatoes black beans, avocado, spinach and tomatoes and brown rice Tortillas shells and English Cheddar with caramelized onions and i must say the meal was delicious I hope you guys enjoy this very yummy Low calories meal :)

Tell yourself everyday who you are

I think finding inner peace is a wonderful thing you can do for yourself because it makes you face the fears that you may have been having the doubts the worries

I've come to face mine and I have had this weight just lift from me and its amazing I keep myself happy I tell myself everyday what I can achieve and what I never say what I can not do but what I can because I am Nia J I have a purpose I know who I am and I am not afraid of changes I embrace them on this journey of life that I am on I know longer allow people to mistreat or disrespect me

Putting blame on ours is not what I do I own up to all my flaws all my actions I see me for me and knowing what's right and wrong and making the choices I need to for myself has been such an Amazing experience to finally let my soul be free to know my worth my respect my love my soul just having this all for myself is wonderful and uplifting god is my everything then myself and family and friends doors open because I make them happen dreams be some real because I made them real

When you worry and fear you bring the I can't and because of this person I'm not able to do this we make up so many excuses and that's something I can no longer do and won't allow in my life

I advise you my loves to come into your own person and ask yourself who are you what is your purpose in life ask yourself this question every single day and watch how wonderful and free you feel no worries or fears just you at peace with yourself

Give onto others

No matter what level of success you reach in your life always remain humble always the true blessing is always in giving and reaching out & showing No matter where we come from or what we have been threw it was all 2 get you 2 the point where you are today times may get hard and you may want to give up but don't remain strong and watch how god will bless you but in that blessing is a test when you reach success don't be greedy give and see how god will bless you even more for giving and loving your brothers and sisters a humble heart is worth more

Self Love is the Best Love

I never had a love for myself never really thought highly of myself but once I found a love in me telling myself everyday that I am smart, strong, beautiful , fearless I found that I was at a inner peace within and I seen such a change within myself I No longer worry about things I No longer feel as if I'm not good enough I No loner am afraid of things I worry less and fear nothing I am finally at peace and it's an amazing feeling keeping myself up and believing in my beauty not only on the outside but the one I have within in me is a beautiful and great feeling blessed to have a wonderful faith and to finally see me for me and being ok with who I truly am is a wonderful feeling that No one but god could open my eyes to show me

Changes

I'll go anywhere I want to in my life I will travel the world and achieve greatness on my own because I have god by my side and my faith is so strong there's nothing can stop me not even me letting go of shady ways letting go of depending on others to show me the love and respect that I deserve because I have it for myself love and self worth self power to be all that I can be :)

Calling on me

I can't keep crying I can't keep putting myself down I just can't keep doing it its not fair to me it's not fair To the person who's waiting on me I'm sorry I'm an emotional person who sometimes gets so lost in my feelings and feel bad that so many things haven't turned out the way I wanted them to not because of other people I can't blame them for how they treated me I let it go on I let myself believe it was ok because it was out of love or because I felt they cared its never ok to let people mistreat you ever it's not ok to 2 nd guess who you are as a person you wonderful inside and out and if people can't see that then that's there problem not yours never change the amazing person you are for anyone it takes time to achieve your dreams but as long as you believe in yourself you will make them happen stay on the right path stay motivated stay humble but most of all stay wonderful and keep fighting for your happiness never let the devil knock you off your path keep your head healed high and your faith so strong there's nothing you can not do God has your back and will see you every step of the way it's never to late for any of us my loves never

I No i get all in my emotions just to realize I know what god has called me to do wasting my time and gifts on people who dont matter is showing god I'm not thankful or grateful for what he has done for me or what he has planned for me so with that being said forgive me of all my sins guide me to the road of peace and what I was born to do on this earth my true calling in life watch me grow into the woman I know you want me to be amen