Sunday, June 12, 2011

Don't judge me off what you see in a picture

People are always so quick to judge others not knowing there pain not knowing there struggles or what that person has been threw in there life just because you think you may know some one doesn't really mean you know them a lot of us don't want people to know our life stories due to the fact we don't want to relive the pain we just want to leave it in the past and move forward in our life I know I've kept my personal life personal the only people who knew I was abused as a child was my family and child hood friend.

I've  been threw a lot in my lifetime I'm a regular human being with feelings like anyone else trying to achieve my dreams Just like you some of us have been abused some of us have been beaten some of us have grew up with a single parent  we all have been judged bye others ive opened up and let you all in to see i dont think im better than anyone I have been threw things just like anyone else my life is not picture perfect  i was raped bye my cousin at the age of 6, beaten bye my mother who found it easy to take her anger and pain out on me. A father who walked out on me I'm trying to deal and achieve and over come my struggles and make all my dreams come true so I can help others who feel and have been threw the same thing as me.

People are so quick to judge and talk about the things that i have done o shes done videos o shes done magazine she thinks that she is all that know i dont think that im all that i dont feel beautiful but i dont feel that im ugly either i feel as i am an ok looking girl i always hear you should know your worth well honestly i don't whos going to want someones whos been abused whos going to want someone who father wasnt around which means they are looking for a father figure in their partner whos going to want s girl whos in magazine's and videos thats half naked all the time thats the only thing she has going for her self. People talk so much crap out girls like me they call us vixens a lot of what people say is hurtful and just mean women who do videos and magazines aren't smart they are dumb, hoes looking for a come up all they want is to have a baby bye a basketball, football, baseball player or rapper and live off child support. That's the only things girls like that want.

I'm far from stupid and no I do not want to be anyones baby mother I want to be a wife then mother making her own money never will I live off anyone else's nor would i ever bring a child into this world to live off child support or to grow up with out a father or to say Im so so baby momma  I have dreams bigger than videos and magazines and being someones baby momma.         


My point is people stop judging others and knocking them for how they live there life and the things that they do we are all human trying to make it and trying to over come something in our lives so please stop talking about other people you never know what they had to over come to be standing beside you smiling.

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