M.A.C

I will always love you showed me the true meaning of being in a relationship what it was like to be loved and pushed me to always do my best and believed in me when I didn't believe in myself always putting a smile on my face but my selfish ways and acts and taking advice from my friends played a big role on our relationship you did nothing wrong I was the one who messed up I couldn't let go of my past relationship the Hurt and the pain so I took it out on you my new boyfriend which wasn't fair to you at all I regret every selfish act I did and not letting myself be happy with a man who truly cared, loved and only wanted the best for me.

I hold you dear to my heart wishing and praying I could find someone like you but I never do I always end up with worse my friends say I'm still in love with you that maybe true but i know deep down we can never be not even as friends all thanks to me i know you are happy and in love with someone else and I'm truly happy that he has found a woman who treats him with the respect and love that he deserves do I wish that was me of course but as long as he is happy I will forever be Marcus if you ever read my blog this is for you

I didn't know how to love I didn't know how to express my feelings I didn't know how to be the woman you needed me to be until it was to late but when we broke up I truly believe it was for the best I understand now why and everything you was saying to me i want you to know that you have taught me more about loving and caring truly more about myself than you will ever know and for that i want to say thank you and I'm truly sorry if i caused you any pain thats not what i was trying to do im sorry things couldn't workout between us but i see now it was for the best because you are truly happy and have found the right woman for you and i see i have to let you go to find the right one for me but I will always wish you the best :) I've always wanted the best for you and i always will I know I said we could never be friends ever and don't ever speak to me again I was honestly speaking out of anger and truly didn't mean it you know me if you hurt me I say things to hurt you back but I just wanted you to know you will always be the guy that I loved and hate that We cant be friends and that i did you wrong but i am happy you are doing well with school, Football and have someone who supports and loves you deserve the best and I will always wish it for you ;) xoxo