I'm asked this over and over here's the truth

Im often asked How could I spend years of my time loving & caring & fighting for someone who never cared or respected me thats a Good question but take away the money, name & Fame I seen so of myself in him i can relate to growing up without a dad being raised by a single hard working mother people assuming your always angry but deep down your not they just don't see the hurt the pain the sadness the tears you cry because you never show your emotion keeping everything inside Keeping to yourself working your ass off for a better life for you and your family having that special someone in your life who took the chance and never gave up on you because they believed in you. I stayed because I wanted him to NO i understood why he is the way he is his struggles and mine are different but some what similar we both can relate to one another that he could trust that he has a friend in me despite anything he knows i have has his back because i love and want nothing from him other for him to be happy and to continue to shine and be the greatest who ever did it that's why I stayed around for all these years....!

Believe in your happiness

Sometimes we put up with so much disappointment hurt & pain from the ones we NO who don't care because we say we love them so we make it ok hoping that one day they will change but never do so we are left wondering & feeling worthless & have given up hope on love until that 1 person comes along 2 remind you what love & friendship truly means words can't express the happiness & joy you have but it shows always be thankful 4 the relationships that didn't workout because you are now with the person who was right for you all along :)

Fam is everything without them I'm nothing

I often forget how truly grateful I am to have 2 amazing grandmothers and a grandfather, Family who I adore

Today I spent the day with my baby cousin nani and my grandmother and her friend summer for Nanis birthday it was so much fun to have that one on one time with them just seeing the laughs and joy on there faces was great

I never really get to spend that much time with my family but today was all worth it I've realized what I've been missing life isn't about money or fame it's about spending and sharing precious moments with the ones you truly love seeing them happy makes me happy just knowing that the time I spend with them matters it's not what I buy them it's the time and the love and the memories that we share that matters days like this let's me know how truly loved and blessed I truly am to have such an amazing family :)

I just don't understand

Sometimes I don't understand when someone says that they know longer want to talk To you but always texts you to see how you are doing and want To hang out are just mixed signs

Make up your mind before you call me you can't have me and someone else I stayed down and around for all your ups and downs for years now I'm ready to move on and be truly happy with someone who wants to be happy with me loving and letting go is hard but at the end of the day sometimes things don't work out with some people's because god is telling you are meant for someone else never be upset or mad with someone because things didn't work out say thank you for the laughs and some of the tears but move along with a smile because mr or mrs right is waiting to say hello :)

Happy V-Day

Wishing you all a Happy V-Day may you enjoy this beautiful day with the one's you LOVE :)

My sister is my BFF

I thank God for blessing me with such an amazing best friend who I have known for 15 years she is more than my best friend she is my sister her mother is a 2nd mother to me her family is my family.

we met in 1st grade and have been friends ever since lol it's safe to say That we are stuck with one another and I wouldn't have it any other way I wouldn't trade her for anything or anyone in this world I haven't met someone who adores animals who's very kind and sweet but also very gracious and Genuine person within who's big loving heart always seeing the good in others and always wanting the best for people.

To my beautiful best friend Britt I love you with all my heart and wish you nothing but the best i know you will be the best host the world has ever seen move over Ryan, Britt has come to town I believe in you as much as you believe in me thank you for always standing beside me and loving me for the person that I am thank you for not only being just an amazing friend but a wonderful sister that i am truly blessed to have in my life i am proud of the woman you have turned out to be and looking forward to watching all your dreams come true before my eyes :D I love you sissy

Say her name RIH RIH

I have a serious girl crush on rihanna but who doesn't .. I think she is absolutely gorgeous and her Style is crazy whats not to love about this chick